Friday, February 03, 2012

365 Days

This morning I weighed 218.7 pounds.  That is 37% less than I weighed this day last year. Tonight, I am celebrating my one year anniversary of better living with a Coney Dog and french fries.

Part of me thinks, "You can't have a Coney!  You just binged yesterday!  You weigh the exact same you did a month ago!  You haven't earned that Coney!"

Shut up, voice. I have made many good decisions this year. I've made plenty of bad ones, too. This is a celebration of time spent, not a number on the scale. Time spent is what I really need, in fact. In the past, I've never been able to sustain loss.  I need to remember to keep working, keep moving forward.

Oh and the fact that I'm having a Coney and half an order of fries is miles ahead of the patty melt and full order that I would have gotten last year. It fits in my calorie goal for the day, and I'm going to enjoy every bite. So there.

1 comment:

Star Davison said...

Enjoy that Coney. Healthy living is not about deprivation. It's about smart choices. And smart choices is not always going to mean a salad and baked fish.
Big Hugs!